Saturday, October 01, 2005
11:15 PM
ugh havent sent in litessay the ploh's gonna
kill me if she notices! nevermind i can live with that. i
think.
i'm sorry; theONION.
i'm sorry
and i dont mean what i sayi really didnt mean to (
slap) you
did you feel;
rejected ?
believe me. i know the feeling,
you did it to me first didnt you?
i'm sorry-
honestly; trulybut i swear i didnt know
and i swear i
fell in love
with the mask you wore when you
caught me
(and let me fall again).
wasnt it all a game of pretend ?
i dont know and i really dont
trust you
(it was all a lie)see, im not too sure about myself anymore
after you walked
away/into my life
you taught me how to love
and you taught me how to lie.
you taught me how being together
could completely
ruin everythingand now im not sure if you didnt (intend) that for me.
did you? or when i saw you with
herwas it all a mistake ?
im sorry but i think i heard you
and the way you whispered "
i love you"
that sounded
damn familiar to me.
do i still love you because im
shamefulof what youve/ive done ? because
i cant believe you still make me feel this way about you.
im sorry if my
insecurities bothered you
(turns out i knew what i was doing, huh.)i think now's the time to
come cleanfor
both of us and for everything
we've
sacrificed so far.
how come you feel that apologies are.
so
yesterday ?
this all doesnt matter,
right?
(love actually) isnt what its made out to be.
because it was all a dream wasnt it?
except this isnt
exactlymy
perfect fairytale ending.
thanks for
waking me up to the
real world.
i
guess.
bold and beautiful ;