the onion-flavoured jellybean

2006-01-09T06:44:00.000-08:00

2005-10-23T23:23:00.000-07:00

i'm at fictionpress!

yupyup so far no ~~flames~~(: read and review my stuff!

mum promised to give me threehundred bucks to spend on clothes for next year, whooyeah(: and today she bought me diamond studs, i was like. "whoaaa."

hahah my mum isn't so stingy after all.

chinese book review- howHOW.

2005-10-20T17:54:00.000-07:00

last exam tmr(:
maths. then goodbye exams, hello performance diploma.
yes life rocks.

totally screwed up my lit.
but for once i think i passed humanities.
well what do i know, right?

how do you study for maths?
still not sure about perfect squares.
wish i'd accepted my aunt's offer of tuition.

trying to be understanding ;

2005-10-14T19:02:00.000-07:00

exams):

rayye ponned school today! naughty rayye, tsktsk(:

i found out from my cousin that acs exams are totally over. and our eoys start on monday! like how unfair):

totally mugging for history and geog. i like gave up on chinese already(: at least monday's going to be fine. okay i know this sounds totally geek but i like compre and essay cos they're my strongest points(: the english ones, that is.

photocopied cap form today(: have a good idea of what i'm going to put in(: got like, three pieces done already- aren't i so ontask ?

HAHAH.

found a nice blogskin but lazy to change! shall go mug now. i actually did today's maths homework! hah. dont i just rock(:

2005-10-05T21:06:00.000-07:00

just read this fab book. no, seriously. it's called fancypants by susan elizabeth phillips(: and the main characters are like so cool. i mean, "francesca serritella day"? and "dallas beaudine"?

okay i admit it it's another LOVESTORY(: but they're so nice! and this one is especially good. YES i'm a sucker and i know it ! -shriek.

the guys form bonjovi are hot okay(: especially the blond one. i know they're like. OLD but i dont care(: they so are. haha im weird. gym routine tomorrow i so hope we dont perfrom. we're like boring and not good.

do i have the feeling that you took (life) on at a full run. and why am i still hanging out at the (sidelines) ?because it's me against the (world). and the world is winning.

2005-10-02T23:47:00.000-07:00

sent in descriptive essay(:
wordcount: 1049 words.
yes i kow i exceeded. BIG TIME.
nevermind ~~do i care~~?

dinner now(:

2005-10-02T16:39:00.000-07:00

sent in lit essay yesterday(:
go me !
it was 1089 words.
happy reading, mrs loh(:

~~bored~~(:
shall go do a survey.
maybe.

2005-10-01T23:15:00.000-07:00

ugh havent sent in litessay the ploh's gonna kill me if she notices! nevermind i can live with that. i think.

i'm ~~sorry~~; theONION.

i'm sorry ~~and i dont mean what i say~~
i really didnt mean to (slap) you
did you feel; rejected ?
believe me. i know the feeling,
you did it to me first didnt you?

i'm sorry- ~~honestly; truly~~
but i swear i didnt know
and i swear i fell in love
with the mask you wore when you caught me
(and let me fall again).

wasnt it all a game of pretend ?
i dont know and i really dont ~~trust~~ you
(it was all a lie)
see, im not too sure about myself anymore
after you walked away/into my life

you taught me how to love
and you taught me how to lie.
you taught me how being together
could completely ruin everything
and now im not sure if you didnt (intend) that for me.

did you? or when i saw you with her
was it all a mistake ?
im sorry but i think i heard you
and the way you whispered "~~i love you~~"
that sounded damn familiar to me.

do i still love you because im ~~shameful~~
of what youve/ive done ? because
i cant believe you still make me feel this way about you.
im sorry if my insecurities bothered you
(turns out i knew what i was doing, huh.)

i think now's the time to come clean
for both of us and for everything
we've ~~sacrificed~~ so far.
how come you feel that apologies are.
so yesterday ?

this all doesnt matter, right?
(love actually) isnt what its made out to be.
because it was all a dream wasnt it?
except this isnt exactly
my ~~perfect fairytale ending~~.

thanks for waking me up to the real world.
i guess.

2005-09-30T00:10:00.000-07:00

ohyeah..
and i forgot.
i've been made buckle massdancecapt.
yesyes(: -beams.
it was so freaky i was in the gym doing (stuff). and then the buckle housecomm was discussing in the gym too! and then they calle dme over and said:
"sydney ! do a somersault." then i was like. "um. okay." then amelina was like. "it will decide your fate." so i was like thinking. uh. okayy. so i did a somersault!

and it was straight for once(:

then they told me i was massdancecapt. yeah(:

okay bye(:

still not done wtih both essays.
what is my (problem) ?

2005-09-29T23:38:00.000-07:00

why do i feel that i ~~need~~love you?

ugh why am i bothering to type out the new lit essay?
i havent even started on the shylock one.
yes i'm deaded.

too bad, mrsloh. they're called unreasonable requests and some poeple make them all the time.
besides we both know that i'll pass lit(:
okay ego.

am i (cranky) ?

2005-09-25T18:50:00.000-07:00

changed my fringe !
looks kindof weird.
lolls(:
like my fringe hasnt grown out enough yet.
a little more to grow(:
maybe i should change it back.
hmmm. lazy(:

2005-09-24T12:33:00.000-07:00

3.6 seconds ; theONION.

every 3.6 seconds
someone succumbs to starvation.
and every 3.6 seconds
there's one more praying for salvation.

every 3.6 seconds
someone gives up the fight to survive.
and every 3.6 seconds
the light grows duller for those left behind.

every 3.6 seconds
a life is taken from the deprived
and every 3.6 seconds
there's one more that hopes for the gift of life.

every 3.6 seconds
the world gets a little colder
and every 3.6 seconds
there's someone that goes under.

the world outside our window is a world of dread and fear
where the only water flowing is the bitter sting of tears.
all over the world people are trying to survive.
whatever happened to all the peace and love and life ?

there's something really wrong with the world we're living in
someone tell me why there are still so many giving in ?
it seems this world needs guidance in trying to be selfless
there's no need to feel guilt when you're giving help to the helpless.

tell me, why are we still sitting here ?
when the lives of the dying are the lives that we hold dear.
the sos fire's been burning (but now it's getting weak)
come on, all together, we can get this world back on its feet.

every 3.6 seconds
the love is getting stronger.
and every 3.6 seconds
salvation and help are getting closer.

every 3.6 seconds
there's less and less trauma.
and every 3.6 seconds
more and more become survivors.

feed the world(:

(3.6 seconds inspired by starvation powerpoint.
inspiration also taken from the BEP's where is the love / bandaid20's feed the world.)

pieces of love that ~~dont~~ belong ?

2005-09-21T22:47:00.000-07:00

this little quiz is taken from abby's blog -thankyou abby dear(:

name twenty people you know-
1 kenric
2 ian
3 darrel (darryl?) ohmygod.
4 kester
5 lingmin
6 rayye
7 hoongyan
8 gerry
9 erik
10 miao
11 ally
12 charisse
13 delise
14 loong
15 moosh
16 hazel
17 kevyna
18 derknees
19 lijia
20 margaret

how did you meet 13?
rgp

what would you do if you never met 5?
lose a friend(: <321

what do you honestly think of 10?
fun. weird. ubernice(:

have you ever liked 3?
-guiltyface uh NO.

if 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?
ummm. cry): and attend the burial, of course.

would 2 / 11 make a good couple?
they dont know each other. but they're both tall. and both wear high socks (geeeekcity !)

do you think 12 is hot?
umm. -coughcough. i dontknow! she ought to wear her contacts more often though(:
(should she turn on the aircon ?)

would 1 / 17 make a lovely couple?
they dont know each other! ahhh. but it'd be ubercute(:

tell me something about 11.
taaaall. smart. has ubercool hair !

do you know any of 3's family members?
yupyup(: all of them. except maybe the cousins -beams.

on a scale of one - ten how cute do you think 14 is?
10 ! loong is ubercute lah(: but not in that way. lolls(:

what would you do is 4 professed their undying love for you?
assume it was because i gave him so many songs(: and if not, then. um. say it'd neverwork and then um. run away ? (x

what language does 19 speak?
well. you see, it's a little difficult to tell. lijia isnt often actually coherent(: -beams. no lah. ummm english. most of the time... lolls(:

who is 8 going out with?
ummm. lolls(:
(dont we all want to know ?)

is 4 the sexiest bitch alive?
uhh. there's a little gender problem there... last time i checked (not that way !) i thought 4 was a guy(x

is 15 your ex?
15 happens to be a girl. so no -lolls(:

do you ever see yourself with 12 / 18?
during cca- if there is a mirror present, quite obviously(:

how is 2?
how how ! still a geek, i guess(x and my cousin. yesyes -embarassed!

what do you think of 1 - 20?
they're all ubercool and my friends(: <321!

what did you think of this quiz?
pointless(x but uberFUN!

goodnight.

2005-09-21T21:42:00.000-07:00

boo.

i went rackbrowsing at fox and u2. just. not a good idea when you have like. maybe ~~six~~fivebucks in your wallet. and especially when fox has just put out their fall/winter collection. with these absolutely gorgeous and ubernice gym-based stuff. like there's this weird sort of meshmaterial. and they have this supernice wool knit sort of wraparound jacket thing(: i want ! and lots of supernice jackets that are like maybe fiftysomething bucks, MAX.

ohGOD. save me from the world of shopping. please.

hahah.

the amore at parkmall is ubercool can. like the showers have piped-in music! and their aerobics gym has this lovely sort of fragrance. like kindof woody(: i want to join. and they accept thirteenyearolds! but mummy says shell only sign me up as a member after i , um. lets see:

1 take and pass and get a distinction on my performance certificate
2 finish my eoys
3 i cant remember the third one. but there definitely was one okay. hmpf(x

so shell only sign me in as a guest now. at least its better than nothing. yesyes(:

i want to go for hiphop and yogasana and pilates. yayness ohoh and i want to use their gym! like, treaaaadmill(: <321.

can you hear the silence speaking ?

2005-09-21T00:04:00.000-07:00

changed blogskin(:
absolutely adore this one(:
urgh tmr have to go to amore with my mum to watch her yoga class. kindof cute. but way boring cos ill have to take care of my sis(:

remind me to spend less money and eat less):
gobad me(x

BYE.

2005-09-18T22:03:00.000-07:00

hello(:
i'm back!
my mum's let off that tiny little bit.
at least it's better than nothing. right?

hahah.

okay so went for saturday yupyup and happy birthday darrel(: so her name is _ _ _ _ _ _ huh? glad i managed to EXTORT that out of you! hahah i'm good at that right. -beams
my mum was like all weird about -coughcough. not you and _ _ _ _ _ _, but you and _ _. fill in the blanks(: she said _ _ _ _ _ _ was a wimp for not coming iceskating.
-.-
mummies are weird. like, reallyreally weird. lolls(:

drops of jupiter is my new favourite song! the lyrics are so sad and i LOVE EVRY LINE. i'm weird. yesyes(:

HAHAH.

tell me.
did you fall for a shooting star
without a permananent scar.

&did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?

2005-09-15T21:41:00.000-07:00

my mum knows my blog url and she told all my aunts and uncles and cousins about it. so since i dont want her to be inturding on my privacy anymore, i created an lj that she doesnt know about. so from now on i'll be posting there (click on the bold "lj" for link. duh(x loll.) until this phase wears off. so after i post this, ill be blocking the blogspot domain on both my house computers. dont tag me cos i wont reply -yeah. <33 my darlings(:

that new thing called privacy?

2005-09-12T11:33:00.000-07:00

ohmygod -this is like so funny right.

okay i was like smsing this guy called kester in the morning- bad thing said he didnt want to go to school hahah neither do i dear loll(: so he said he was going to sleep in class. and then i lamented that i was probably going to end up copying homework firstday of school(x yupyup. then i got into school and i didnt sms already because it was like. assembly? yeah.

and then i found this sms on my phone -like just, from kester's friend darrel. hahah they're so cute they like look at each other's smses(: but then he was like. um. "you sms in school?"

OBVIOUSLY(: like he doesnt. tsk.

my mum said i have a fatbutt yesterday -like so mean! and its not as if her thighs and butt are that skinny either theyre like filled with cellulite. and she knows it okay. she bought this eightybucks lipoburning or cellulitereducing green cream from watson's.

eat your heart out, mummy(:

i'm skinnier than you and taller and you know it. HAHAH.

wheee but she bought me spot rescue gel! which i want(: so thankyou mummy! <33you(:

comstuds is over bye!

2005-09-12T11:01:00.000-07:00

uhoh

i just realized my thatpost sounds a little dubious-
a bit late though(:
hahah.

ohno saturday's coming!
and i still dontknow what to get you!
ahhh.

a chance for redepmtion?

2005-09-10T15:59:00.000-07:00

ugh- so irritating!

i bought this ubernice combo from fox that day- then after i washed it there was this tear in the outer layer! hmpff. and because i washed it and cut off the pricetag already i cant takeitback): -sniff.

i saw this pair of elleactive slippers on charisse's birthday(:
at um worldofsports at cine. yupyups(: and it was like only twentysix or maybe thirty bucks -if i dont eat as much as i usually do maybe i can saveup in two or three weeks! -beams.

how am i going to live through next saturday!

after ~~you~~we confessed i dont think i can face you anymore! hmpf. and you lied - you know what i'm talking about dont you): and why did we have to agree to compromise? we both know that the feeling's unforgettable -ugh.

i hate you): and im not going to get you a birthdaypresent anymore. anyway you wont tell me what to get and im broke -beams. so yay(:

when you lose something you cannot replace

2005-09-03T22:47:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY.

havent blogged in a really long time.
uhuh.
yeah.
so, yeah.

lots happened the past few days- the most ~~old~~unrecent ones FIRST(:

1. i went SHOPPING! went to plazasing and went to fox- bought this really cute offshoulder striped blueandgreen shirt(: totally cute. -BEAMS. but i didn't have enough money to buy this other thirtyfivebucks combo):
and then i went to flashandsplash and bought a new roxywallet(: -like FINALLY my old one was like so dirty and stuff. ugh i wanted a pair of nice slippers and i saw this thirtybucks pair- really NICE but again no money -frowns.

2. started to get tired of blogging

3. watched mtv nearly twentyfour-seven(: - i'm a COUCHPOTAHTOE(: okay cant figure out if that's like good or bad.

4. got started on holiday homework! ugh i cant believe rayye finished faster than me. and abby. ohmygod i think an u>alienextraterrestial force took over rayye - BEAMS. yeah. mhm but i finished too, like maybe two hours ago. so yeah.

okay i'm hungry!

and WHOOYEAH charisse just asked me to celebrate her birthday with her and chloeong and delise- i want to go! but hmpf they're watching redeye i don't want! it's like SCARY right): -shudder. i want to watch herbie fullyloaded instead!

shall go and bug mummy for dinner now.

BYEBYE(:

oh and i changed blogskin! yeah i LOVE this one. the pic rocks!

2005-08-26T23:39:00.000-07:00

haven't posted in such a long time! okay killme -beams. must be more disciplined at blogging(:

why does everyone have to have such ah-dorable skins! ahhh): <33>bella's and rayye's skins -screams. oooh found a prettayfull skin -beams. hmm i saw like a reallypretty roxy skin and i totally LOVED the pic but the cursor was so horrible and the link rollover thing was like notaltered at all. and i don't feel like changing the codes more than i have to today- in lazy mode because

IT'S THE WEEKEND(: -shrieks. ugh this wek i like kept on falling behind on homework- ughh.

okay going to look for more blogskins(: -LOVE.

2005-08-16T22:17:00.000-07:00

wheee~~eee~~- gonna change blogskin after this post(:

i passed up lit antho today -finally - beams. ugh i wasted like alot of fancypaper doing the cover and stuff. but at least my antho looks ~~okay~~passable(:
cant wait to get results back- think i'll do really badly):

my stepdad got cabletv installed on monday- but we only get to have it for onemonth cos after that there are not more discounts):. anyway i'm making the bets of it! -grins. i've been like watching the mtv southeastasia channel the whole day(: and ohh they showed lotr numbertwo! i watched that also(: ugh on normal tv shootingstars was like super ~~uninteresting~~BORING. and the videoquality sucks lah):

okay gonna changeblogskin now(: pinklove by bubblegum; <33

2005-08-14T16:26:00.000-07:00

my antho is so deaded. my file with the poem with the annotation and refl and intro got corrupted and i am so ~~super~~ effin pissed. and i still have to type out one more prose and intro and stuff -groans.

i borrowed these two totallyrocking books from bukitpanjang the other day- they're really nice(: borrowedbooklist:

1.the au pairs -melissa de la cruz
2.the clique -lisi harrison
3.lirael -garthnix
4.sabriel -garthnix

i totally dig the first two(: all about the high life -beams. and the clique is like so bitchy but so fun. i'm so gonna go and borrow some new books on monday -grins.

ohkay i'm going to work on my antho now. i will.

LAYTAH- quote from the clique(:

2005-08-09T12:46:00.000-07:00

whooyeah(: i'm at my cousin's house! and cos my cousins are like all guys there's this musty ~~horrible~~ stinky smell everywhere- ugh. and my two older cousins are like 171 cm, both of them -whines.

ugh i just realized i left my chemfile in school): and there's chemtest on ~~thursday~~ friday. i still can't remmeber the different elements and their symbols -cringe.

so ~~help~~ save me;

2005-08-06T20:52:00.000-07:00

cant decide what to wear on nday and classouting): i dont have enough clothes and shoes! excuse to go shopping(: i've been like trying out all my mum's white miniskirts with my red tops -grin. but cant find a matching combo): and its like seriously difficult cause even if i find a matching combo i have to wear like my normal school shoes. ugh.

ooh i discovered my mum has a red mini! i wore it with my white diesel. it looked kindda cheerleader-ish. cause my shoes are like skateshoes so they're FAT. and my mum's skirt is like pleated. yeah. okay so two possibilities:

1. ~~kope~~ ~~steal~~ borrow my mum's mini and pair with white spaghetti. then change to whiteandhawtpink boardshorts.

2. redandwhite elmotee with said boardshorts, and dont change(:

oh damn eunice and yuanjun say no spaghettis): so i guess either i find a different combo or wear the second possibility- but i so totally dig my mum's mini! i want a chance to kope it(: yes i know i'm very evil -beams.

oh and i finally bought this month's lime yesterday! and the giantposter was the o.c. -SCREAMS. i love mischabarton(: her hair rocks. the poster's like tacked up on my noticeboard now -grin.

okay shall go try out different tops with red mini now. oh pleaseplease let me find something that can match.

2005-08-04T22:32:00.000-07:00

geogtest TOMORROW- diediedie. i seriously can't remember anything and i'm totally freakingout- help! like what is stratification? -cringe i'm so pathetic. oh okay abby says it means layering and banding- what are THOSE? oh dear i'm like hopeless): and geog's like second period tmr -freaks

gonna go mug now, but will be greatly hampered by the fact that yourstruly left her own notes in school- ugh.

2005-08-02T12:15:00.000-07:00

wheee-

compstuds now! the teacher's ~~talking~~ crapping like nonstop- doesn't he notice were like totally not listening(: and the stupid diskette's going round again- what are we supposed to save this time?

bleah i'm like so superbored.

i wanna change blogskin. actually i ~~like~~ love this current one but i'm reallyreally bored so gonna look for a new one- think i'll look for a dance-y one. or maybe a really sad or angsty one. yeah.

i feel seriously braindead and i've got a headache- OW.

2005-08-01T11:48:00.000-07:00

OHMYGOSH(:

i've been watching america's nextopmodel- and it totally like blew me away [pooof!]. i already know who i'm rooting for! but there are like soSOMANY beautiful gilrs- like all of them are like SO pretty! okay here's my list(:

MY america's nexttopmodels:
1. KAHLEN- she's like SUPER pretty and her haircut totally rocked beforeANDafter the makeover they did- she's a BLONDE bytheway(:

2. brittany sherocks! her hair's like so niceanddark, and her eyes are like huge-

3. naima pronounced nai-ee-mah i<33hername(: she's darkhaired too and her haircut is like a mohawk! but not a like freaky or scary mohawk- like it kindda ~~flops~~ hangs down all new-age-ish. seriously.

4. rebecca her hair ROCKS it's long and kindda ~~blonde~~ dark brown with like highlights of lighterbrown and blonde- i want hair like that darkdarkbrown is so boring- <33hereyes as well!

5. sarah! before i thought she was like really blah. seriosuly layered hair and this totally weirded sidefringe that covered like half of one eye- ANYWAY: then she got her makeover and they cut her hair SHORT! and they gave her these totallycool bangs.

whatever it is america'snexttopmodel ROCKS. in america it already ENDED so i know the winner already- i didnt want to know it was an accident i went to the website and it was just there-!

uh-oh my mum came home gotta start pretending to do ~~horrible~~ sucky maths factorisation- bleah.

2005-07-31T18:57:00.000-07:00

my darling mother, who loves me so somuch, i'm sure, ~~scolded~~ beat me up yesterday. so now my eyes are all puffy and swollen, thanks to the amount of crying i did.

just because i left stains on the kitchentop, she deducted five dollars from my pocket money. then before that, she'd discovered that i left the lights on in my room, so another five dollars. and, oh, i don't know why, but suddenly i owe her an extra five dollars, for godknowsWHAT. that adds up to fifteen dollars, right? guess WHAT. that leaves me with TEN dollars to survive during the week.

somehow all that escalates into this huge SCENE, just because i replied "if you say so" to one of her loud and derogatory comments about yours truly, seemingly directed at my stepsister. i'm sorry, mother dear, but i'm not imperceptive or deaf, you know.

so she starts ~~yelling~~ screaming at me, saying i'm an ungrateful motherfucking bitch, and ranting and raving, all the while staring up at me with that totallyDEMENTED stare of hers. and guess what? all this time, i'm standing in the shower, completely naked.

the worst part is that she has FORBIDDEN me to speak while she scolds me, therefore rendering me as an unequal individual, and giving her an unfair advantage over me, since i'm not allowed to defend myself in any way. the stupid, crazy ~~woman~~ bitch. and while she scolds me, she keeps punching me really hard, with all her strength, so that for a while my arm was totally numb and i couldn't move it. now i have this ache in my arm, and there's a bruise forming, hooray.

somethign she said while she was ranting reallyseriously hit me. "if your dreams aren't my dreams, you can get OUT." like just because she completely FAILED at being the richFAMOUS ~~person~~ celebrity she wanted to be, i have to be that thing that she wanted to be. i don't think it's simply a matter of face.

so now i have to follow this new set of rules, whereby i'm suppoesed to speak to her in a more respectful tone, and i'm not supposed to be rude to her or contradict her in any way. respectful tone my ASS. if i don't follow her retarded rules, i'll be THROWN out of the house. i don't have any choice,do i?

i HATE her. HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE her. seriously.

as soon as i get a job start earning money i'm moving out of her house, and getting out of her life. like she's always been telling me too.

URGH.

2005-07-29T23:00:00.000-07:00

it's the weekend! i am SAVED.

i finished filing my history file yesterday can you believe it. wow, i think i'm becoming seriously hardworking. [if you didn't spot the sarcasm, you're weird.] cause i like really have so much more to catch up on! i have a feeling that mrsloh might not like me so much this term((: i haven't been doing her work, see.

me and ingmin ~~bridged~~ were trying to bridge from standing position in school! it's seriously difficult): i need to build up my stomach muscles! i can't go down fully without help. and i tend to need support when i come up too doesn't that SUCK.

goals!
1. be able to do a bridge from standing position without support
2. be able to kick my nose with straight knees and back
3. be able to do leap into a roll (i sound like a frog URGH.)
4. be able to do a cartwheel AND somersault
5. be able to do a handstand ~~without support~~ with wall as support

i can't set my goals too high right. like they've gotta be acheivable!

went to the nlb today. the new one. thirteen storeys of library! pure BLISS. but only ONE floor is fiction! isn't that sad? but that one floor is huge. bigger than or equal to juronglibrary maybe. bad thing is since it was like a few days after opening all the books are gone! never mind shall go back another time (: besides the books i got are okay - fearless six/seven[francinepascal] and aborsen series one/two [garthnix]!

shall go read now. mummy i promise i'll neverever let my fines get to ten dollars again (:

2005-07-28T21:49:00.000-07:00

my historyfile is OVERDUE! so far i've only got my content page (no dates) and my worksheets are like UNARRANGED (: ABBY I <33 you. your contents, more specifically.

this is gonna be another short post. my homework is like REALLY behind- i can't even remember what i have to do and what i haven't done i'm screwed aren't i? URGH. guess what yesterday i was a GOOD girl. i sat at the computer and did my history and iambicpentameter ALL ON MY OWN. okay i confess, i took inspiration from abbyandruth's iambicpentameter, but MOST of it was my own. like more than half, definitely.

emma you insensitive prat. i DID NOT copy that scene with galadriel and gimli (?) from lotr the hair thing was COMPLETELY MY IDEA. although i guess it does bear some similarity to that scene from lotr. i am NOT UNORIGINAL okay x)) so DROP IT.

this post is getting longer-!

i havent bought presents for bella and jacq yet WHY am i so terrible at buying presents! maybe i just dont have money ((: [okay sydney you are IN DENIAL quit making up excuses.] HMPFF. even my ownself is going against me SOB. i felt SO BAD today (or is it that day?) when mich said that NOONE gave her a birthday present. POOR MICH. im SO SORRY darling. when i have money and i've found a nice present i PROMSIE i'll get it for you okay? and write you a LOVELY card and stuff. yeah.

okay nothing else to write about! lit lesson has influenced me, so fare well- the history file calls!

2005-07-24T22:09:00.000-07:00

rhd is over. it sucked, for the two minutes while it happened. so much time wasted rehearsing just to go on stage and act as food for two minutes... the human capacity for wasting time is quite amazing.

competition is over too. guess what, i didn't get in to the finals, hooray. yes, i'm happy. because even though i didn't get into the finals my mum is letting me keep the GORGEOUS daniel yam pirate label dress that she got for me to wear. even though she said she'd keep it for herself if i didn't get in. she says i played well so i deserved the dress. whatever. the spirit of giving is heavy in the air, don't you think?

i made a fool of myself again on friday during my grandfather's birthday celebration. me and my cousins and aunts and uncles and etcetera went to the quality hotel tendollar buffet again to celebrate. but nevermind about the cheapo price the food was okay. why do my cousins always manage to needle me? urgh. although it might be retribution because i do needle them too. but seriously. okay, see, my cousin introduced me to his friend kester. apparently i'm interesting enough for kester to want to know me. do you know, i though my cousin wanted me to meet " 'casper' " at first. yes, as in casper the friendly ghost. so ANYWAY. i added this guy on msn and talked to him. then i stopped coming online for awhile, and he thinks i blocked him. guys and their, ugh, whatever. so he tells my cousin that i blocked him, and my cousin asks me why. but the point i i DID NOT. this is how the conversation went: darrel [that's my cousin]: sydney, why did you block kester? me: i so did not lah. who told you i blocked him? darrel: uh, kester did. me: well, i didn't, so there. i just haven't been going online the past few days or weeks or whatever. darrel: well, he said you did. me: i'll talk to him next time he and myself are online at the same time, okay? darrel: whatever, like it's any of my business. i SWEAR there's somethign going on between you two. me: what [ominous pause] did you say? darrel: nothing. [absorbs himself in his food. COWARD.]

no, wait, you think that's bad? it was like TOTALLY embarassing cause my other cousins could totally hear. and you know what? i am the only girl among my cousins that entered secondary school already. the other girl closest to me in age is twelve, and she is like SO not cool. i don't talk to her. when i do, i have to like lower my intellectul level. (i know, i'm being rather mean. if this is offensive, i apologize.) so anyway. those people that i can talk to about stuff i like are like all guys. urgh. from acs, no less. but darrel is okay. the rest are all...weird. just weird. the best oart: i don't know why, but every time i meet up with them, i always get teased about 'my love life'. i dont even have one. and every one of my cousins thinks that i crush darrel. like whatever. [okay, he's kindda cute, i'll give him that, but he has like marklee acne, and he goes to acs. and he's my cousin. INCEST.]

shall read harrypotter6 ebook now. <33youLOTS ian for sending it to me. i shall not pretend i don't know you anymore. [for clarification purposes, ian is my cousin. i bullied him into sending me the ebook.]

2005-07-24T10:57:00.000-07:00

compstuds now!

there's this FREAKEH chinateacher here. and he's like STARING at us. [paedophile? EW.] guess what i'm sitting at the comp right next to him. which sucks.

i can't think of anything to write about. shall go and read harrypotter ebook now. stayed up till like LATE last night to read until mum came home. YES I'M NOT GUAI. stupid chinateacher STOP STARING AT ME AND MY COMPUTER.

2005-07-21T19:49:00.000-07:00

i am screwed. like, seriously totally WHATEVER you like. but i am SCREWED. everything sucked today. rhd sucked, as usual. lessons sucked. and the ride home on the bus sucked. who likes to spend 20 or 30 mins standing on a bus surrounded by stinky ri (orsomething) guys? like ewww.

dunno what ethnic costume to wear tomorrow! i will wear a MODIFIED ethnic costume lah. probably. i hope mrsmo wasn't joking when she said jeans are okay! since i can't find my nice silveryblue cheongsam i shall wear my sarong kebaya or whatever top instead.

--squeee. i tried it on!! and the combo looks weird. but nevermind! at least i don't look too bad. maybe i'll show my mum when she comes back from taka. dunno what she's doing. that day she bought like sooo many babyguess stuff for my dumb sister. where, oh where have my levi's jeans gone? or i wouldn't mind an ipod! you know HOW MUCH babyguess costs? one suit is like fifty to hundred bucks. urgh, talk about favouritism.

oh okay i have to go and eat my hotdog now. i wish i didn't have to go for violinclass tomorrow. but then again must make one last effort to prepare for saturday's competition (save me).